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试试用WINDOWS LIVE WRITER 来发布日志TESTING 2008/1/11 小小解放今天终于解脱啦,但是说解脱还是有点早,还有四门哪
只不过是专业课都结束了而已,还是要好好复习
如果不有感而发的好像日志是写不长的。
哦,找到切入点了,今天看到我的美女部员也找到男朋友了啦
好了好了,我不是那么无聊的女人,咋每一篇话题都围绕这个捏,
撤了!
说说学习吧
有啥好说的?
外婆正在看佛教的东西,我看得也很则经!看了大概半个钟头吧,满有道理的
中国是世界上唯一一个推翻了自己的传统文化的国家
彻彻底底地
哎,没有信仰的我们还是中华民族吗
现在我们的民族认同感,伦理道德都遭遇挑战
在一切都利益之上的社会里,真善美变得那么稀有和珍贵
一切口号都是徒劳
只有中国人自己才能救自己
哎
文化的缺失,道德的沦丧
整个社会的悲哀
OK, STOP THINKING!
不管我说哪挂的都不好啊,哈哈,文笔差!
N 年没好好写中文了,都怀念当年写作文的时光了
英语一直没进步
中文日益在退步
这是我的悲哀
生命中总有许许多多的悲哀
捂上被子,别去想它
总有一天会释怀的。
自己才是自己最好的疗方。
2008/1/10 忙碌而空虚2008/1/8 happy datingYesterday I have a hapi date with my lifelong friend--Ting.
Haven't seen each other for rather a long time (almost one year). It's really nice to see her again.
She turns out to be a really mature and charming lady, well, also spicy and sexy!
Why I always can't resist the charm of a spicy and lovely lady? Haha, forgive me, I am not a lesbian, but I addict beauties ha, I think everyone do too,right? Everyone wanna see beauty all around haha. Though sometimes we can just see them on tv. So it's how precious we can meet a beauty in reality.
well, something really bad happen to me.
it's the disaster I mention before, I date with a guy who I am not interested in. Well, in Xiexie's perpective, maybe it's a chance to meet the right guy for me, but it turned out to be a real devastating disaster!
I cannot talk anything to him, all the things just become so embarassing. oh, sh*t! I feel so uncomfortable to be with a guy I never no who he was and apparently I wont be interested to know either. Well, I guess that's all, telling this disaster needs courage. I dont want that happen again. Giving chance depends on specific situation. Giving a chance at a wrong time to a wrong man will be a real real disaster. I don wanna mention it again. because the worst thing is , he ask for the second one. I really don no what to do. and the worstest is that I even reluctantly agreed. What the hell did I do!? I messed up all my life!
ok!Sh*t for another thousand times, I am gonna to sleep!
expecting for a date like with ting , not a date with %^$#&^*
happy everyday!
ps: It's for you, xie. I no that I have to open up myself a little bit, so that I can broaden my social scale(she jiao quan how to say?) but reality is always something complicated. I suddenly found out that I really need to learn a lot on my way of
See ya!
2008/1/6 a disater!2008/1/3 忧郁一舟已死!HAPPY METIS 复活!好啦好啦,为了嗷嗷造型,做了两趟忧郁小生,发现自己着实不是这块料。
现在像谢谢的流水账博客进军。
一个礼拜又快晃完了,让我回顾本周历史。
礼拜一在家里做网页,其实是睡到大概下午2点半才起来,哎,真的是电脑白痴啊,不过现在基本掌握了,老师,给个好分数吧,你也要对得起我的黑眼圈和大黄脸啊!~
礼拜二去了堂姐家里,她可是功成名就啦!已经入选四大会计事务所之一了。大四的她在忙写论文,不停在看人类社会学之类的书籍,光名字就看得我怕怕的。咦~~~难以接受。学者型的人才啊,而且还很漂亮,人才啊,人才。那天还把笔记本给带过去了,因为神奇的王奇大哥他在呀!网站给他不就结了吗!没错!果然做的很好,但是没想到做到这样的程度我还是要付出如此辛劳的努力才能搞定。吐血~~~那天去饭店吃晚饭,感觉差不多,很热闹,开心啊。
礼拜三回到了学校,一大早去的,像个疯子一样飞奔而入,以为要迟到了,赶到寝室才发现自己手表快了一个小时。MMD。哎,还是非电子表好呀,我那个表一天到晚乱窜的。早上上好课就回寝室做网页了,做得昏天黑地,废寝忘食,晚饭都是叫人带的饭团子。哎呀呀,命苦哇!!
礼拜四,就是今天罗,交掉了我美丽的网站,然后考完了我讨厌的婚姻法,一切顿时变得如此的美好,太美好啦,太美好啦!!现在徜徉网络中,周六上高口,上完和王纯婷见面,好久不见,别来无恙?
2007/12/31 Back in Secondary School Time In order to practise my broken English, I decide to write in this troublesome language again.
To begin with, memory is something which looks always better than today.
Poping into that stationary store, the memo of my junior school life flashed into my mind. All the happy time together with my best (now estranged) friends come back again. We used to chat, to wander, to select, to enjoy, to shop, to do this or to do that together in that tiny little store. It became sort of a base for us or even a shelter at all. I don't know why(This sentence is supposed to be one of my best favorite tag in writing, haha). Teenage time is always confusing. We just rush into the store right after all the classes is over. Almost every, every single day.
Time flashed, and friendship fades.
Talking about that stationary, the owner of it was a pretty married lady. We foursquare used to call her Aunty. Today, when I steped into the store again, everything has changed. Just 7 or 8 years, she became a very, how to say, very desperate housewife. It's really hard to describe my complicated feeling when I saw her sitting in an armchair with a hot water bag and an old fashioned sweater. Just one glimpse of that really shocked me. From an charming young lady into a middle-aged lazy woman, something must happened to her and even changed her into another person. She was enjoying dressing up everyday with some perfume or cosmetics. As time goes by, she give up that kind of hobby and turned out to be a hopeless ordinary woman, living an ordinary life, with nothing to expect.
Time passed, and beauty fades.
Is time really a killer of every passion in our life?
"Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life. The longing for love, the search for knowledge, and the unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind."
"I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, and I too suffer."
These are the words from Russell. Thanks to River's recitation assignment, at least I have something to quote. I seldom recite and I hate it. It is not supposed to be the habit of an English major. I am lazy.
Gone were the days.
Time is lapsing away, and I am still alive.
Life is sort of an adventure, and I am the hero. Create your own legend with all the passion of your entire life.
时光荏苒,岁月不居。
no no nothing~~ I know I have nothing to say due to my broken English, also because of my coclorless life. Nothing special.
Is it good or not? Am I expecting for something? Wandering in the Daning Mall with my best friends, happiness flooded into my heart. But when She told me she wanna introduce a boy to me, my heart sank at that moment. Am I about to laugh? I thought it was absolutely a rediculous idea for me. I don no y? Am I a lesbian? Of course not. Am I scared of love or falling in love? Maybe. Finding excuses to refuse the coming of a relationship which might be love has become part of my life, so it's no wonder that loneliness devours me sometimes. It's not that terrible at all. But when I'm writing this, I still can feel that kind of loneliness. Not very much, but still there. I no I am mature enough to love and to be loved freely. I am no longer a little girl in the senior high or under some strong study stress. I am out of the cage of study, but I go into the cage of relationship instead. It's bothering and haunting me. I know that I am young, energetic and optimistic toward everything. However, when the topic shifted into love which seems to be a terrible forbidden issue for me, I will suddenly become a silent idiot--an absolute idiot without any doubt. I have nothing to say about it. No experience, no tenderness, no courage. How can I survive in the hunting of love? no,I cant handle this. That's the answer why I reject the offer of Xie. I was thinking to accept this boy, taking him as a start of friendship, but I failed at last. After seeing his picture given by Xie, I know he's quite ordinary and plain--it's ok for me. But my answer just suddenly turn out to be "no". What am I expecting for? A boy looks like a super star? I always tell others that I wont judge a person by his/her appearance and I believe so, but the truth is I do care. What? Actually not that much. Well, I have to admit that it's also a kind of excuse to refuse something too tough for me to handle. I cannot receive it. It's my instinction to say no. My heart beat speeds up when I'm thinking about a relationship starting with someone. I am not refusing others. I am just refusing myself. I did not refuse a lot of relationships, but I did refuse all the coming ones. Now I begin to rethink about myself in some objective perspective. I do no this is my weakness and I refuse to change. Yes, that's it. I kept on saying I am who I am. Nobody can change me into another one I don wanna be. Well, the reality is cruel. If you cannot change the environment, all that you can do is to change yourself. I know this rule and I played it well in other part of life. It just become an obstacle to me when I wanna follow it in the relationship with boyz. I cant change myself. I locked myself into an invisible cage. Zoe, you r right. I don no what is love and I don even wanna taste it from the deepest bottom of my heart. I just feel scared when I know I am or might be getting close to it. I shouldnot treat a relationship so seriously. I can take it lightly like other grils. Well well well. Maybe it's too early to talk about it, is it? I don no. I was, am and will be still wondering and confusing about this. I don no whether there is a solution or not. Should I be braver? I have no idea. I should just focus on my study. It's the best way. There are still so many girl who don have bf. I have my friends, and that's enough. See, you don have time to meet boyz. That's all. You will meet ur Mr.right some day. It's all about fate! After all, I still enjoy the life being single, free and easy. Take a deep breathe, tomorrow is a brand new day! Happy all the time! Forget about it! It has been years since I wrote this blog! It's time to say I am back! Yoho! Writing long article with a tone of blus is not supposed to be my style. As I has already wrote one, It seems not that bad. At least I found myself has some spontanious thought. It's good to find out that. Something in my inner part and someone I don realize in my body. Everyone has some hidden part right? I think so. Oh! It's too late, I gotta go!
Happy New Year!!!!
Happy Every Year no matter with love or not. Oh, how can I say that? I already have love, from mum and dad, from friends, from classmates, from relatives. So I am not alone let alone lonely.(seems like a tongue twister) It's great to find out that after all, I am a happy and happy person! Pretending to be blus is not myself. Keep on 没心没肺吧!
哈哈! 2007/11/5 蓝色多瑙河秋意已逝,冬天来临
一切都开始变得冰冷
还是秋天好啊,为什么不长久一些的
上海 是个没有秋天的地方
一切都美好得太短暂
期中考试了哦
刚看了小白的博克
非常
有腔调
思想家就是这个样子
我不是
我是务实派哈哈
看书去楼!! 2007/9/20 秋意正浓秋天终究还是来了,一点折扣都不打。
日子还是不紧不慢的过着,但是,应该要努力下去才是。
所以,哈哈哈,我还是这样子,语无伦次。
不过,重要的是,我把博客更新了,难得难得~~
祝大家永远幸福! 2007/9/10 happy new semester!!!!新学期新气象
哈哈,小学的时候每年的黑板报总是这个标题
现在有种回到原点的感觉
刚开学
感觉很新鲜
好像自己还是FRESHMAN
但是有有点自负得觉得是学姐了哦!
拽一把!
好啦好啦
美好的校园生活我来也!!! 2007/8/30 姐妹们原来真相只有一个!! (转载) 其实欧莱亚 美宝莲等等都是一个公司的 很多产品的配方 概念之类的都差不多的 不要小看美宝莲 比如他的唇膏配方有些和兰寇一模一样的哦 只不过肯定比兰寇要晚上市段时间拉 所以你明白了吧?
2007/8/22 电影多多,爵士多多最近真是看了许多电影,一天看两部以上,最多有看了四部吧,因为实在没有事情干,而且基本上都是老电影,属于补课类型的,若要推荐,估计大家都看过了,那就在这里罗列一下吧,都记不清了:
公主日记一和二,都满轻松好玩的 满喜欢女主角还有里面的音乐,超好听,特别是我博客里现在放的这首“a love that will last" 爱死RENEE OLSTEAD了!当年唱这首歌的时候只有十四岁,却唱出那么扣人心弦的JAZZ,所以我也成了爵士粉丝了,哈哈。
蓝色大门 也是一部满清新的校园作品, 虽然里面叽叽歪歪也没有什么复杂的情节, 但是看着这些少男少女说着一些简单的故事, 也不由让我回想起自己年轻的岁月 (看看,二十岁生日过了人都老成这副德性了,哈哈) 不能说的秘密,也是值得推荐的,因为是晚上乌漆嘛黑的时候看的,有点小怕,但是看完觉得还是很好看的,我这个那么讨厌周董的人都推荐相信大家也晓得该不该看了,这个片子真的不简单,我也是在超多人推荐后才决定要看的,果然没让偶失望,哈哈。
日剧偷偷爱着你里面的泉不是很帅,但是胜在人气和演技,貌似他新一和花泽类都演过,所以人气不是一般的高,演技也很好,里面的修一贼帅,堀北真希也很漂亮,演假小子别有风味,这是叶子推荐的,还在未完待续中,尽情期待吧~~
血钻是让人看了,唏嘘不已的电影,原来闪亮的钻石背后是不为人知的卑劣残酷的勾当,唉,原来以现在钻石的产量,钻石早可以比红绿宝石等便宜,但是就是被囤积起来,才保持如此高昂的价格的,好在血钻只占全球产量的8%,而且现实中那里也有了比较好的结局,在这里祝福穷苦的人民,加油!明天一定会和平又幸福的!! 阿亚,不介绍了,累死了,还有超级多爵士歌曲,大家自己百度找吧,好听着呢!!! |
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